A Humbling Experience

Something happened to me yesterday that gave me a bang in the head. I just decided to blog it today since my migraine's killing and I forced myself to sleep early which also means, I was not able to "fight" and "do missions" in mafia wars. So what really happened? you see, everytime I would arrive at the campus, it's like I'm always in a rush to go and open the locks of the office. I always had this feeling that I need to be ahead of my boss. I took it as a challenge since everytime I would arrive at the 2nd floor of the main building, I am embraced by an unlocked door, signed papers waiting to be distributed and the cool breeze of the ac as I greet my boss 'good morning'. Eventually, when she got confined in the hospital (I'm on my 3rd week then) she started to discipline herself which means I would arrive at the office earlier than her. So yesterday was just like any other day except Tim forgot to wake up early so we didn't go to school together. I left the house at the usual time, rode the Magsaysay jeep and *poof* a tricycle appeared just when I went down the jeep and safely brought me in the grounds of the campus. I entered the gate and greeted the guard and then with the usual brisk walking, I suddenly stopped -- my left leg suddenly stopped without knowing why and when I tried to lift my leg, it was stuck. To my horror, there was a hole that seemingly fit the circumference of my heels. The hole was terrifically perfect! I tried to 'free' myself but it was 'worthless' and then I started looking for someone to help me. My face definitely says that I need help, I feel like a damsel in a big distress. I even thought of asking the guard for help but I bet they couldn't hear my inner screams. To save myself from grave humiliation I pretended that I had a sprain. I somehow kneeled on the ground while trying to lift the heels of my shoe. Eventually, after 4 minutes of pure humiliation, the stupid hole set me free. I thought everything will end there but I was wrong. Just when I opened my door, I suddenly felt the urge of boosting the ac. I was already trying to open my boss' door when the key suddenly crooked. Out of panic, I just tried to remove the key and pretended that nothing happened. I left my things at my area and went down to the rest room. I intentionally left the door of my boss locked so she'd think that I had an emergency that I needed to rush somewhere and just dumped my bag at my area. Good thing she didn't notice it when I back. Well, that's my version of 3 Degrees of Humility -- only difference? I could only count two in a day.

Gamers = Breakups

For the record, we're still together but because of what happened earlier, I'm thinking twice of staying in the relationship. This happened for the nth time, countless times that I couldn't recall anymore. Him asking me to accompany him in the shop and eventually I ended up the one in charge of the business while sweet lil ol' him would play with his friends and eventually FORGETTING THAT SUPPOSEDLY HE SHOULD BE BUYING DINNER FOR US AS HE PROMISED but what happens is we ended up having no dinner for the night. This time, it's quite different. I volunteered to go to the shop and there he was, all cuddly and sweet and suddenly, the friends started encouraging the people around them to play. I told him it's okay to play since it was still early and we could have dinner at 8. The game started at 6:30pm and I tried to keep myself busy by looking at the auctions at e-bay. Later did I noticed that it was already 15 before 8 and alas! the game was finished. I was just not aware that my guy would still encourage his friends to play for another round. WTF?!? Supposedly, I should already be screaming "Hunnie, are you forgetting it's dinner time and we don't have anything to eat because the last minute before your started playing you said that you're going to buy us dinner" but I didn't out of respect for him and for his friends. So I ended up whining silently and wishing that I went straight at home so that I least I could have a normal meal. Ok, the big deal here is not really the meal but for god's sake, how many times have we ended up like this and the promises "Oo, d na mauulit. Sana d na ako naglaro." broken. God, I wish you could put yourself together and act mature. Remember, your dad's not here anymore, you are responsible for providing your family a better life. Palibasa nasanay ka. I couldn't really gauge how long I could take this and I'm not sure if I can still keep up with you. All I know is I threw the 'commitment' ring out of rage. Whatever happens, so be it!

Thoughts

Whoever said "Absence make the heart grow fonder"
is silly,


IT should be


ABSENCE makes the person in a relationship PONDER

Survey 02

1) Can you take this without deleting any questions?

- naman!

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2) What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?

- he's the person i'd like to spend eternity with

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3) What was your worst mistake in your life?

- uhmm... the "fling" thing

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4) Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?

- again, i don't have an "ex"

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5) What's something you really want right now, be honest:

- chocolate cream chip from starbucks

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6) Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

- last night! haha!

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7) Does anything on your body hurt right now?

- my back.. =(

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8) Who was the last person to disappoint you?

- can't remember

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9) Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

- momi marla

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10) What are you listening to?

- If I were a Boy

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11) Whats a quote from a song that you are listening to?

- Drink beer with the guys and chase after girls

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12) Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?

- haven't thought of that

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13) Do you know someone in jail?

- yep!

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14) What about in DGA?

- nope!

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15) Where were you at 2:00 this morning?

- house.. uploading pics from last night's gimik

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16) Who did you copy this from?

- kaye - friendster

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17) How do you know them?

- classmate from sjs

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18) Do you wear glasses?

- yes and i wear contact lenses too

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19) Anywhere you'd rather be right now?

- singapore

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20) Are you going anywhere for the next summer?

- don't have plans yet but i have to attend a 5 day retreat in manila

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21) Do you have plans today?

- none so far, come what may

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22) Waiting for someone to call?

- nope!

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23) Will you call them if they don't call?

- not in the mood

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24) What's a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?

- he's my life

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25) Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

- bought it years ago

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26) Could you go a day without eating?

- impossible!

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27) Do you know anyone that smokes weed?

- yep!

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28) Do you still talk to the last person you dated?

- definitely

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29) Have you ever kissed a stranger? if so, how did it happen?

- nope

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30) Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?

- both..haha!

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31) When it comes to the opposite sex what is your type?

- payat na instik.. :p

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34) Can you do splits?

- before when i was in the squad but now, nuh-uh

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35) What was the last thing you drank?

- iced lemon @ kopi roti

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36) What was for dinner tonight?

- chicken i think

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37) Does your ex miss you?

- don't have an "ex"

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38) Does anyone love you?

- i know a lot of people love me

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39) How was the week been?

- great but tiring

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40) Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?

- yes, she's my bestfriend, she just went here for a sleepover

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41) Do you curse in front of your parents?

- no coz if i do, i'd be spanked

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44) Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A?

- nope

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45) Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?

- yep.. kissed him on the cheek

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46) When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?

- of course, i have lots of friends but have trusted friends, i wouldn't want to lose any of the two.

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47) Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

- yep!

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48) Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?

- yep!

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49) Does anyone hate you?

- who knows?!?

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50) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

- depends on the situation but personally speaking, yes

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51) Have you ever seen your best friend cry?

- yep

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52) Do you dance in the car?

- haha.. sometimes..

Peace offering

Got new havaianas today (January 3, 2009) personally delivered by Tim at around 12:05pm. My first havaianas for the year.

Curfew

From Wikipedia's definition -- The word "curfew" comes from the French phrase "couvre feu" which means "cover the fire". It was used to describe the time of blowing out all lamps and candles. It was later adopted by the Medieval English language as "curfeu", which later became the modern "curfew".^[1]
A curfew can be one of the following:

1. An order by a government for certain persons to return home daily before a certain time. It can be imposed to maintain public order (such as those after the 2003 North America blackout and 2005 civil unrest in France), or suppress targeted groups (such as was enacted on Jewish people during the regime of Nazi Germany). Curfews have long been directed at certain groups in many cities or states, such as Japanese-American university students on the West Coast of the United States during World War II, African-Americans in many towns during the time of Jim Crow laws, or people younger than a certain age (usually within a few years either side of 18) in many towns of the United States since the 1980s; see below. Some jurisdictions have also introduced "daytime curfews" that would prevent high school-age youth from visiting public places during school hours or even during immediate after-school hours.
2. An order by the legal guardians of a teenager to return home by a specific time, usually in the evening or night. This may apply daily, or is separate per occasion (especially concerning dating), or varies with the day of the week (earlier on a so-called school night, i.e., if the minor has to go to school the next day).
3. A daily requirement for guests to return to their hostel before a specified time, usually in the evening or night. Arriving later has the consequence of being locked out until the morning. It allows the hostel to dispense with a doorman during the night, and improves quietness at night.
4. In baseball, a time after which a game must end, or play be suspended. For example, in the American League the curfew rule for many years decreed that no inning could begin after 1 A.M. local time.
5. Many airports operate with rules that during certain times, the airport will be effectively closed, to facilitate noise restrictions in areas under the airport's flight paths. Examples include LaGuardia Airport in New York City, and Sydney Airport in Sydney, Australia. The practice is commonly known as an Operating Curfew, or Movement Restriction.

To a much simpler definition -- is the exact time that Tita Mila starts calling Tim and is asking if he has plans of going home ^_^ (kbdihiansan, 2009) * so don't tell me what curfew means all right? *

First Survey for the Year (from Kaye)

How serious are your feelings for the person you like?

★ deeply serious

Have you ever met a gay person?

★ r u referring to gay pertaining to mood or is it gender preference coz for both, my answer's yes =)

Do you have a favorite soft drink?

★ now? nah.. soft drink makes me fat =(

Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?

★ Uhm, last time I checked my "goals" -- nope!

Do you watch college sports?

★ yes, UAAP!

What do you think about scene/emo kids?

★ i'm so just so not into them.. they're okay, they're just expressing themselves

Do you live close to the person you like?

★ yes

Did you dress up for halloween this past year?

★ nope

Good boys or bad boys?

★ both (bad boy turned good boy because of you)

Do you flirt with people while in a relationship?

★ i did once but i deeply regret that =(

Who was your last phone call that was over an hour with?

★ not into phone calls

Are you listening to any music?

★ yes, rihanna's good girl gone bad album

What's something you're excited about right now?

★ tim knocking on my door asking for the keys he left yesterday

Country or rock?

★ none

What color is your room?

★ light green

Was/is your high school football team any good?

★ our school doesn't have a football team

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?

★ none

Do you think your ex still loves you?

★ don't have an "ex"

How long have you been at your current job?

★ almost 3 months

What movie never fails to make you cry?

★ transformers..hehe. the part were fumes were sprayed on bumblebee

Are you talkative?

★ yes!

Any plans for tonight?

★ maybe i'd go out with college friends tonight

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it?

★ yes, he always means it

Something interesting happen lately?

★ my best friend has a new suitor

What do you think of your number 2 on your top friends?

★ palaban but sweet (best aissa)

Would you take your last ex back?

★ yes, i did it before for the nth time..haha!

What was the last thing you ate?

★ blueberry cheesecake

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on friendster?

★ kim bryan

Ever go camping?

★ haven't but i'd like to try

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?

★ nope

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot ?

★ yep

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru?

★ fast food

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?

★ laptop fee,. can't wait until i'm done with my debt, haha!

Do you eat healthy?

★ define healthy.

What's a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?

★ he's very faithful!

What do you currently hear right now?

★ the wind outside.. is there a typhoon?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

★ gift from an aunt

How long does it take you to shower?

★ 15 minutes max.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

★ sleeping.. just got off the bed and i'm planning to go back