Saturday, January 10, 2009

Gamers = Breakups

For the record, we're still together but because of what happened earlier, I'm thinking twice of staying in the relationship. This happened for the nth time, countless times that I couldn't recall anymore. Him asking me to accompany him in the shop and eventually I ended up the one in charge of the business while sweet lil ol' him would play with his friends and eventually FORGETTING THAT SUPPOSEDLY HE SHOULD BE BUYING DINNER FOR US AS HE PROMISED but what happens is we ended up having no dinner for the night. This time, it's quite different. I volunteered to go to the shop and there he was, all cuddly and sweet and suddenly, the friends started encouraging the people around them to play. I told him it's okay to play since it was still early and we could have dinner at 8. The game started at 6:30pm and I tried to keep myself busy by looking at the auctions at e-bay. Later did I noticed that it was already 15 before 8 and alas! the game was finished. I was just not aware that my guy would still encourage his friends to play for another round. WTF?!? Supposedly, I should already be screaming "Hunnie, are you forgetting it's dinner time and we don't have anything to eat because the last minute before your started playing you said that you're going to buy us dinner" but I didn't out of respect for him and for his friends. So I ended up whining silently and wishing that I went straight at home so that I least I could have a normal meal. Ok, the big deal here is not really the meal but for god's sake, how many times have we ended up like this and the promises "Oo, d na mauulit. Sana d na ako naglaro." broken. God, I wish you could put yourself together and act mature. Remember, your dad's not here anymore, you are responsible for providing your family a better life. Palibasa nasanay ka. I couldn't really gauge how long I could take this and I'm not sure if I can still keep up with you. All I know is I threw the 'commitment' ring out of rage. Whatever happens, so be it!

1 comment:

  1. Tisk tisk. Well what can i say. Been there, done that. *speechless*

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